Sunday, April 29, 2007

My Problem, Your Problem, Their Problem...

Sometimes i seriously think i do have some sort of personality or attitude problem. Like i will tell ppl now and then, i tink i have a "People" Problem (read: problem with people). I am not as frenly or as sociable as most ppl tink i am. Deep down, i tink i am actually very anti-social.

Then again if i really hv some sorta personality problem, i do wonder also how come i still have a quite abit of friends that i can communicate freely with ... could all those ppl that i cant communicate with, the ones that really have a problem and not me. haa... actually i do hope it is them and not me, with the problem.

Anyways, i hv written a few ppl off my life cos i seriously cant talk to them anymore. I noe this sounds really mean but when there's no way that you can communicate with someone.. be it cos of different frequency or cos of the fact that i cant stand talking to them (either we cant see eye to eye, they just dun get it or they just like to act atas). Basically i have stopped talking to these ppl cos somehow they kinda lost their credibility with me and i didnt feel like i could believe their words and hence lost complete interest in talking to them anymore. And the older i get, the more choosy i am over the ppl i can talk to. And also, the lesser i feel like talking to ppl.

I do think if loneliness is not a problem. I would actually enjoy being alone all the time. Seriously, am i normal?

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