Saturday, May 20, 2006


i am sick .. been unwell for the past few weeks... those kinda sickness whereby u aint that sick but just sick enuf to put u out of doing anything cos i am in low energy and very lethargic kinda state. I am so hating every bit of this.


And i am sick of insincere ppl. sick of empty promises. sick of being alone. sick of knowing that there's really no one i shd depend on. sick of being uncared for. sick of being unloved. sick of irritating guys who tries to get close for the one thing. sick of insensitive ppl who tries to get me down. sick of.... arrrgghhh..

tis is juz one of those moments. it will pass!

it snowed at 3:36 AM


Wednesday, May 10, 2006


Today drama mama sia... listen to tis mp3 & teared.. lousy...sigh...*shakes head*

Kenny Loggins - For The First Time

Are those your eyes? Is that your smile?
I've been looking at you forever,
Yet I never saw you before.
Are these your hands holdin' mine?
Now I wonder how I could've been so blind.

For the first time, I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time, I am seeing who you are.
I can't believe how much I see
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is.......
Love is.....for the first time.....

Can this be real? Can this be true?
Am I the person I was this morning,
And are you the same you?
It's all so strange. How can it be?
All along this love was right in front of me.

For the first time, I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time, I am seeing who you are.
I can't believe how much I see
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is.......
Love is.....for the first time.....

Such a long time ago
I had given up on findin' this emotion ever again.
But you’re here with me now.
Yes, I've found you some how,
And I've never been so sure.

And for the first time, I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time, I'm seein' who you are.
I can't believe how much I see,
When you're lookin back at me.
Now I understand what love is.......
Love is.....for the first time.....

it snowed at 9:49 PM


Tuesday, May 09, 2006


Fallin in love with this song all over again. It's like i havent heard this song in a long long while since schooling days and now the lyrics speaks to me... on the repeat mode the whole morning. heehee.. tink i have got obsessive compulsive disorder...i love carrying things to the extreme.

Bitch (aka Nothing In Between) by Meredith Brooks

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

Chorus:
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

Chorus:
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

Chorus:
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

it snowed at 1:43 PM


Monday, May 08, 2006


i went to do my haircolor today and i am pleased because of two things:

1) my hair is highlighted with random blocks of silverish blue.. which accdg to my hairstylist is a new technique she learnt from london using what she said is japanese color.. i duno wat issit lah but well it was surprise kinda haircolor job cos i didnt noe wat she has planned for me and i didnt wanna ask as well.. i just let her have free reign... i like surprises and oh well.. she has never failed me throughout my 8yrs with her lah..so i am happy!

2) i noe this sounds bimbotic but the assistant who was helping her is damn.... CUTE! Exactly the type of guy who fits my criteria of a good-looker.. funky hairstyle, good fashion sense, nice built and most important of all.. SINGLE EYELIDS.

it snowed at 9:27 PM


Saturday, May 06, 2006


Life choices... it aint easy. Living in the moment seems good but i wonder if it is really good.... as the saying goes... IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN, U R REALLY PLANNING TO FAIL. sighz.. dilemma.

it snowed at 9:51 PM


Wednesday, May 03, 2006


People are alwis never there to share the unhappy times. Is that what friends are for?

it snowed at 4:01 PM



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An extremly short attention span individual who can nvr enjoy doing the same thing for too long.

An extremely stubborn individual who likes to insist on her ways just to prove a point sometimes.

An extremely unpredictable individual whose mood changes faster than when u say SUPERNOVA.

An extremely crazy individual who is currently trying to get herself obsessed with all things STAR.



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