Yay!
Gazillion cheers to my bravery for mauling a roach (considering i used to just run off and shriek and shriek till someone comes along and kill the roach when i see one), i tink i am ready to move out on my own now!
Yay!!!!
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
Hehehe... latest find... Jiro Wang. Cute. Tiny Eyes and kinda fair. Check out the male lead in the following MV.
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Apologies
Had a really awful day or rather week. I am under immense stress at this moment. Not really in the mood to joke or wat. I hope anybody who talks to me lately can understand that if i tell u to stop talking abt certain things... pls really STOP cos right at this moment, i am not really in the mood for any jokes or teasing or any unconstructive remarks that seriously doesn't add value to my life at this point.
Sorry guys... i was a total wreck just now and u all had to bore the brunt of it. If u two are reading tis, i apologised for it.
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Yikes!!! Check out the "printscreen" image above. I have every reason to believe that some idiot is trying to "stalk" me by setting up a frenster account under the name of "zzzz".
1. He/She used some really dumb nick like 'zzzz' for convenience sake 2. This person's account is being set up in Mar 2007 3. There's no pix or any other details about the person 4. This person does not have any other frenz in his/her list
But all i can say is that tis person is an idiot thru and thru lah. If he/she is so afraid of being found peeking at my frenster and thus tried to set up a new account hoping to access my frenster... I SAY U ARE SERIOUSLY STUPID! Didn't it occur to you that my frenster profile is set to private mode, u dumbo? Did u even tink that if ur own account cant access my frenster, this new one will? Booboo.. i hope u did see my shoutout message on my frenster... that's for u!
*i highly suspect it is that same stupid bitch again.*
awww... ppl like these seriously put me in the mean mode.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
祸不单行
Life is seriously fragile... it was only during CNY that i saw my aunt. She seem all happy and healthy with no visible signs of illness. And it was about 2 weeks ago that i received news that she was critically ill with heart virus infection and now she is gone. Everything just seems so surreal... kinda unbelievable. To say that i am not affected by it, i wld be lying. On top of all the trashy things dat has been happening lately, it is kinda overwhelming.
Can i shutdown too? dun wish to care, dun wish to bother, dun wish to do anything anymore.
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Monday, March 26, 2007
Something i wanna live by... Pray Not For An Easy Life, But For The Strength To Endure A Difficult One.
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iPodded!!!
Wat does one do when one is all sick and hv alot of free time at home?
I decide to do some changes to my blog again. Now tis is really fun!!!
Check out my PINK iPod!!!
Just click and play like how u operate a real iPod.
I have decided to do away with the crappy tagboard which is of no purpose to me. It was there cos i haben had the time to put in an mp3 player with a list of my current tune-ins instead of the previous one where i can only play one damn song. Now it is all done up!!!! I am extremely pleased. Then again... i forsee i might actually be too lazy to update those mp3s... oh well.. we shall see.
Also I have done some changes to the bkgrd image and rather pleased wif the results but it cld hv been better though.. lazy lar. So that's all for now.
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Tink i hv put tis somewhere before but anyways i couldnt find it and so it shall be put up again. I tot it is really nice.
To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children...to leave the world a better place...to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived well. This means you have succeed in life.
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男人都是溅的!
was reminded of a conversation wif my frens (2 gals, 1 guy) recently.
i was saying... “有些男人很溅!” and my guy fren went “错!是男人都很溅!”
It is the first time that i have a guy agreeing and correcting me like tis instead of trying to defend their own kind when i make such a statement. Lol. Way to go lah, u rock!
tis might create an uproar amongst my male frenz who reads my blog but too bad lah... u all shd noe me and wea i am coming from.
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!@#$
i feel f**ked.
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
The Evil Fren Strikes Again
It is nice to noe that a fren cares when one is upset BUT care and concern really doesn't need to come in the form of food.
There's more foodies but it wld hv been too embarrassing to show all.
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Friday, March 23, 2007
Sooooo damn cute! Now this totally brightens up my mood! And from NOW onwards, i shant give a damn about anything and anybody.
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Totally Screams Hawt!!!!
My Current Wallpaper
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Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
iSINNED & iRepent !!!
I hv SINNED! It is damn creepy that i alwis only hv to tink about someone in the day and then that person will call me up later in the evening/night. I tot abt my "evil" fren tis morning as i haben seen him for awhile and true enuf... he called me up for late dinner and look at the damage see pix below). A meal for two persons at like 11.30pm!!! How to diet like that? No more tinking abt my evil fren and the best part is.. he gave me a pack of chips to bring home cos i have been whining abt chips for like 1 mth. Hey fren, u r really very E.V.I.L!!! Although that's a really nice gesture on ur part but u really shdnt do me anymore harm. Anymore of these, i tink we nid to re-assess the frenship... haha.
i had one slab of the carrot cake
i had one of the egg tart, 1/2 of the french toast, a mug of hot barley
i had 1/2 of the kaya toast, a mouthful of the noodles and some meat and the cucumber. And i swear i wasn't hungry to begin with. i just couldnt stop eating! i nid to staple my stomach really. shit man!
And so, i REPENT... i went to Mustafa and bot myself a Gymball... haha!!!! Seriously, i tink i nid new distractions, otherwise i am gonna destruct myself with food soon.
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Anguish!!!
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???
Wat i wish for, i usually hv... did i not wish hard enuf tis time round or issit cos i didnt really wish for it?
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Mood: Introspective
Tis speaks a great amount of truth except for the change frenz portion. I wouldnt say i change frenz quickly but more of I make new friends quickly and i still keep the old ones. I was googling... "What do I live for?" and i stumbled upon this. Lately, i have been questioning the reason for my existence... in one of those introspective mood again. Dunno if it is a good or bad thing. But sometimes i do feel that it didnt matter if i am around or not.
How You Live Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
Frustrations at it's Peak!!!
A warm afternoon at home trying to settle some work issues. A noisy new neighbour who is renovating his house. I am gg mad with all the drilling... it is hampering my tots process and i couldnt get my work done and i am so not gg to go out cos the weather is too hot. And here i am trying to scan some damn documents and i forgot how to use the scanner.... the fats muz hv got to my brains!!!! And it so doesnt help that i am feeling hungry and fat all at the same time. i nid exercise.... i wanna jog till my legs give way. i wanna jog till i hv 0% fats.
frustrations.. frustrations.. frustrations...
Some days, esp on a day like tis, all i wanna be is a MISSING PERSON.
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Random Tots
Tink my imagination can seriously run wild. It's like sometimes when i take the lift with really old folks, i avoid looking at them right in the eyes cos i alwis got tis feeling that they might just go, "u can see me?", followed by tis sinister laughter and then they vanish right in front of me.
It's like they are so ancient that sometimes u really dunno if they are still alive or it is simply their spirits wandering around and they didnt realise they are dead already cos they hv been living in the estate for years. And it seriously doesnt help that i personally have a few ghostly encounters myself.
All these tots started cos there's tis really old lady living a few units away from me and i will alwis smile and greet her every morning when i walk past her unit on my way to the lift and she will be standing outside watering her plants and then one fine day, i nvr see her for damn long and suddenly she "resurfaced" again... it really made me wander if that is her or am i seeing things which i aint supposed to see. haha. but anyways i found out she is all healthy la and that's gd news.
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Getting Hitch Down Under
A highly crappy conversation on a moody, hot, boring, noisy afternoon with my bestest male fren:
ronin says:yo S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:hello... ronin says:watcha doin? S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: sian nan ren... :P ronin says: :S hahaha S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:if only lor... ronin says:i shd be leaving for aust in july S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:how come suddenly leaving for aust? why why why? wat u gonna do there? ronin says:told u mah, i taking the culinary course in aust S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:oooh... ni zou le.. wo ze mo ban? ronin says:ni do bu ai wo S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: :( ronin says:haha S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:which part of aust u gg? ronin says:u can come find me there lor....sydney S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:ya.. i tot so too. nice. i shall go find u. how long is the course? ronin says:can come look for me. stay at my place so save on accomodation. but must pay for AC, washing machine n hot water . 2yrs. apply for PR after S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:tmd. wah! like that i marry u lah.. ronin says:haha S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:i also wanna be PR. no sex can? ronin says:huh? then no special service how can? S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:i will pay for aircon, laundry and hot water. tmd.. special service comes in the form of everlasting frenship lor. ronin says:haha
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:i tink that might be a gd thing. sexual atypical... ronin says: then bu shi kena diao, got wife but no action then cannot hav gf also.... S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:can lah.. u can go outside and hu gao. we only spouse in name mah. sooo hapz lor… tink dat's actually a cool arrangement. ronin says:then u divorce me n take half my insurance deposit. hahaha. S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:warao.. wont la.u can write a will and leave me with nothing la ronin says:u go there do wat? S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:dunno. find a job and see hw. ronin says:haha. sure or not... S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: ya. ronin says:when i get my pr then say… hahaha S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:since u r gonna be a PR.. wait till den .. den say lor.sooo cool. like that i hope u dun find a gf there.if not later shatter my dreams to be an australian pr. ronin says:wah!!! S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:u can hv flings lah… but no serious rlsp. ronin says:kns S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: haha ronin says: pui S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:steady wat.. dun u tink tis is a gd arrangement and we can get along soo fine. ronin says:where got steady, i cannot find stead. S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:u can find stead but u cannot marry the stead lor.eh.. actualy hor.. imagine if i marry u lar..then i become australian pr..then subsequently we divorce.. how ah? i must go back to my own country or i can carry on staying there? ronin says:as long as u get ur PR is not an issue ah… must see also, whether its conditional S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:go find out leh.. ronin says:haha. u want u go find out lah. S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:warao.. steady mah..u help me find out... wo men shi xiang qin xiang ai de.. ronin says:i want to "xi sen rou ti" help u get PR also cannot haha S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:warao.. ronin says: haha S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:yuan lai ni bu shi zhen xin ai wo de… tmd. ronin says:heeheehee… wo den jing tien hen jio le. Hahahahaha. actually, seriously i dun mind. i get the feeling it could be a conditional visa though, meaning that it becomes void if u divorce within 2yrs or something like tat S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:tmd… okies lah.. u steady go get ur pr quickly.. then i marry u.. and we stick tog for 3yrs and divorce..gd planning sia ronin says:haha.. see my mood lah S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:tmd..still see mood. Now u tiao qi lai mai hor
ronin says:of cos… heehee
... mebbe it really isnt that bad an idea afterall. i am sick of disappointments, sick of men who doesnt noe wat they want and sick of hoping for things to happen.
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
Going bonkers... i am eating Chicken in a Biskit at this hour and i am fast finishing it (It is a brand new pack!!!) and now i am eating gigantic grapes too.. i just finished four and together with one litre of plain water. My stomach is exploding!!!! I am so in need of lapband surgery... i cannot control my appetite. This is shitty! It makes me wonder am i filling up myself becos i feel emptiness all da time. Now wat is lacking in my life? I know for sure it aint food...
Shall go jog my food intake away later... 5 more hrs to go!
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Just saw the following in the forum.... so damn proud of my idol... haha.
07.03.16 Rain success story in textbook!?
Rain touched the audience with his great diligence and now, his success story will be written into the texbook.
KBS special documentary which screened on Oct 30, 2006, was talking about how Rain started his showbiz as a newbie and now he becomes a mega star in Asia! However, KBS never expected this documentary has evoked public interest~ From the feedbacks they received from schools, this documentary is very meaningful to encourage and educate the youngs. Thus the schools hope that this documentary can be one of their teaching materials.
According to Rain's agency, they received more than 20 requests, expressing their intention to purchase this documentary as teaching material. The requests came from educational institutes as well as enterprises. In this documentary, it reviewed Rain's showbiz career and his growth, meanwhile analysing the reasons behind his great success. Rain has spent endless efforts and worked diligently to fuifill his dreams, and it touched the audience deeply, too.
The organisations that intent to buy this documentary said that Rain's hardworking and honest attitude are definitely the best learning model for staffs and students. In addition, this documentary gained 11.2% viewing rate during its screening, which was the best viewing rate they had in these 3 years for documentary series.
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Friday, March 16, 2007
You Are A Lime Tree
You are intelligent, hard working, and innately successful. You try to change what you can in life - and you accept what you can't change. Tough on the outside, you are actually soft and relenting. Jealous at times, you are extremely loyal and giving to those you love. You have many talents, but you don't have enough time to use them.
I knew it. i am talented!!! (o_O) ... like real sia... lolz.
Your Love Number is 4
You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart. An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be. But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic. You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure!
okies... now i noe i am not choosy but SELECTIVE. haha...
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A Reason, A Season, A Lifetime
People come into your life for a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your Turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
B.I.T.C.H.
I wanna be a B.I.T.C.H.!!!!
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ilovepain... iseekpain... ifeelpain
Life's too monotonous. I nid to feel some pain So pain i shall seek And pain i finally felt. Now i am satisfied. My Hidden 8th... Long overdue And now it shall stay!
me&myjude.
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Way Back Into Love
haha... I FOUND DA MP3! love tis song to bits at right at this moment... click on the pink play button right at the top!!!! who wans tis MP3.... leave me a tag/msn me.
fr Music & Lyrics OST (Hugh Grant & Haley Bennet)
I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need `em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Ohhhhh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Cyndi Lauper - True Colors
beautiful song... click to play
S.U.P.E.R.N.O.V.A...
An extremely confused individual who cannot decide to be tanned or fair but loves the sun, sand and sea anyways.
An extremly short attention span individual who can nvr enjoy doing the same thing for too long.
An extremely stubborn individual who likes to insist on her ways just to prove a point sometimes.
An extremely unpredictable individual whose mood changes faster than when u say SUPERNOVA.
An extremely crazy individual who is currently trying to get herself obsessed with all things STAR.