Saturday, March 31, 2007
Yay!
Gazillion cheers to my bravery for mauling a roach (considering i used to just run off and shriek and shriek till someone comes along and kill the roach when i see one), i tink i am ready to move out on my own now!
Yay!!!!
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
Hehehe... latest find... Jiro Wang. Cute. Tiny Eyes and kinda fair. Check out the male lead in the following MV.
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Apologies
Had a really awful day or rather week. I am under immense stress at this moment. Not really in the mood to joke or wat. I hope anybody who talks to me lately can understand that if i tell u to stop talking abt certain things... pls really STOP cos right at this moment, i am not really in the mood for any jokes or teasing or any unconstructive remarks that seriously doesn't add value to my life at this point.
Sorry guys... i was a total wreck just now and u all had to bore the brunt of it. If u two are reading tis, i apologised for it.
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Yikes!!!
Check out the "printscreen" image above. I have every reason to believe that some idiot is trying to "stalk" me by setting up a frenster account under the name of "zzzz".
1. He/She used some really dumb nick like 'zzzz' for convenience sake
2. This person's account is being set up in Mar 2007
3. There's no pix or any other details about the person
4. This person does not have any other frenz in his/her list
But all i can say is that tis person is an idiot thru and thru lah. If he/she is so afraid of being found peeking at my frenster and thus tried to set up a new account hoping to access my frenster... I SAY U ARE SERIOUSLY STUPID! Didn't it occur to you that my frenster profile is set to private mode, u dumbo? Did u even tink that if ur own account cant access my frenster, this new one will? Booboo.. i hope u did see my shoutout message on my frenster... that's for u!
*i highly suspect it is that same stupid bitch again.*
awww... ppl like these seriously put me in the mean mode.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
祸不单行
Life is seriously fragile... it was only during CNY that i saw my aunt. She seem all happy and healthy with no visible signs of illness. And it was about 2 weeks ago that i received news that she was critically ill with heart virus infection and now she is gone. Everything just seems so surreal... kinda unbelievable. To say that i am not affected by it, i wld be lying. On top of all the trashy things dat has been happening lately, it is kinda overwhelming.
Can i shutdown too? dun wish to care, dun wish to bother, dun wish to do anything anymore.
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Monday, March 26, 2007
Something i wanna live by...
Pray Not For An Easy Life, But For The Strength To Endure A Difficult One.
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iPodded!!!
Wat does one do when one is all sick and hv alot of free time at home?
I decide to do some changes to my blog again. Now tis is really fun!!!
Check out my PINK iPod!!!
Just click and play like how u operate a real iPod.
I have decided to do away with the crappy tagboard which is of no purpose to me. It was there cos i haben had the time to put in an mp3 player with a list of my current tune-ins instead of the previous one where i can only play one damn song. Now it is all done up!!!! I am extremely pleased. Then again... i forsee i might actually be too lazy to update those mp3s... oh well.. we shall see.
Also I have done some changes to the bkgrd image and rather pleased wif the results but it cld hv been better though.. lazy lar. So that's all for now.
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Tink i hv put tis somewhere before but anyways i couldnt find it and so it shall be put up again. I tot it is really nice.
To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children...to leave the world a better place...to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived well. This means you have succeed in life.
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男人都是溅的！
was reminded of a conversation wif my frens (2 gals, 1 guy) recently.
i was saying... “有些男人很溅！”
and my guy fren went “错！是男人都很溅！”
It is the first time that i have a guy agreeing and correcting me like tis instead of trying to defend their own kind when i make such a statement. Lol. Way to go lah, u rock!
tis might create an uproar amongst my male frenz who reads my blog but too bad lah... u all shd noe me and wea i am coming from.
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!@#$
i feel f**ked.
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
The Evil Fren Strikes Again
It is nice to noe that a fren cares when one is upset BUT care and concern really doesn't need to come in the form of food.
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Friday, March 23, 2007
Sooooo damn cute!
Now this totally brightens up my mood! And from NOW onwards, i shant give a damn about anything and anybody.
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Totally Screams Hawt!!!!
My Current Wallpaper
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Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
iSINNED & iRepent !!!
I hv SINNED! It is damn creepy that i alwis only hv to tink about someone in the day and then that person will call me up later in the evening/night. I tot abt my "evil" fren tis morning as i haben seen him for awhile and true enuf... he called me up for late dinner and look at the damage see pix below). A meal for two persons at like 11.30pm!!! How to diet like that? No more tinking abt my evil fren and the best part is.. he gave me a pack of chips to bring home cos i have been whining abt chips for like 1 mth. Hey fren, u r really very E.V.I.L!!! Although that's a really nice gesture on ur part but u really shdnt do me anymore harm. Anymore of these, i tink we nid to re-assess the frenship... haha.
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i had one slab of the carrot cake
i had one of the egg tart, 1/2 of the french toast, a mug of hot barley
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i had 1/2 of the kaya toast, a mouthful of the noodles and some meat and the cucumber. And i swear i wasn't hungry to begin with. i just couldnt stop eating! i nid to staple my stomach really. shit man!
And so, i REPENT... i went to Mustafa and bot myself a Gymball... haha!!!!
Seriously, i tink i nid new distractions, otherwise i am gonna destruct myself with food soon.
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Anguish!!!
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???
Wat i wish for, i usually hv... did i not wish hard enuf tis time round or issit cos i didnt really wish for it?
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Mood: Introspective
Tis speaks a great amount of truth except for the change frenz portion. I wouldnt say i change frenz quickly but more of I make new friends quickly and i still keep the old ones. I was googling... "What do I live for?" and i stumbled upon this. Lately, i have been questioning the reason for my existence... in one of those introspective mood again. Dunno if it is a good or bad thing. But sometimes i do feel that it didnt matter if i am around or not.
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Frustrations at it's Peak!!!
A warm afternoon at home trying to settle some work issues. A noisy new neighbour who is renovating his house. I am gg mad with all the drilling... it is hampering my tots process and i couldnt get my work done and i am so not gg to go out cos the weather is too hot. And here i am trying to scan some damn documents and i forgot how to use the scanner.... the fats muz hv got to my brains!!!! And it so doesnt help that i am feeling hungry and fat all at the same time. i nid exercise.... i wanna jog till my legs give way. i wanna jog till i hv 0% fats.
frustrations.. frustrations.. frustrations...
Some days, esp on a day like tis, all i wanna be is a MISSING PERSON.
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Random Tots
Tink my imagination can seriously run wild. It's like sometimes when i take the lift with really old folks, i avoid looking at them right in the eyes cos i alwis got tis feeling that they might just go, "u can see me?", followed by tis sinister laughter and then they vanish right in front of me.
It's like they are so ancient that sometimes u really dunno if they are still alive or it is simply their spirits wandering around and they didnt realise they are dead already cos they hv been living in the estate for years. And it seriously doesnt help that i personally have a few ghostly encounters myself.
All these tots started cos there's tis really old lady living a few units away from me and i will alwis smile and greet her every morning when i walk past her unit on my way to the lift and she will be standing outside watering her plants and then one fine day, i nvr see her for damn long and suddenly she "resurfaced" again... it really made me wander if that is her or am i seeing things which i aint supposed to see. haha. but anyways i found out she is all healthy la and that's gd news.
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Getting Hitch Down Under
A highly crappy conversation on a moody, hot, boring, noisy afternoon with my bestest male fren:
... mebbe it really isnt that bad an idea afterall. i am sick of disappointments, sick of men who doesnt noe wat they want and sick of hoping for things to happen.
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
Going bonkers... i am eating Chicken in a Biskit at this hour and i am fast finishing it (It is a brand new pack!!!) and now i am eating gigantic grapes too.. i just finished four and together with one litre of plain water. My stomach is exploding!!!! I am so in need of lapband surgery... i cannot control my appetite. This is shitty! It makes me wonder am i filling up myself becos i feel emptiness all da time. Now wat is lacking in my life? I know for sure it aint food...
Shall go jog my food intake away later... 5 more hrs to go!
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Just saw the following in the forum.... so damn proud of my idol... haha.
07.03.16 Rain success story in textbook!?
Rain touched the audience with his great diligence and now, his success story will be written into the texbook.
KBS special documentary which screened on Oct 30, 2006, was talking about how Rain started his showbiz as a newbie and now he becomes a mega star in Asia! However, KBS never expected this documentary has evoked public interest~ From the feedbacks they received from schools, this documentary is very meaningful to encourage and educate the youngs. Thus the schools hope that this documentary can be one of their teaching materials.
According to Rain's agency, they received more than 20 requests, expressing their intention to purchase this documentary as teaching material. The requests came from educational institutes as well as enterprises. In this documentary, it reviewed Rain's showbiz career and his growth, meanwhile analysing the reasons behind his great success. Rain has spent endless efforts and worked diligently to fuifill his dreams, and it touched the audience deeply, too.
The organisations that intent to buy this documentary said that Rain's hardworking and honest attitude are definitely the best learning model for staffs and students. In addition, this documentary gained 11.2% viewing rate during its screening, which was the best viewing rate they had in these 3 years for documentary series.
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Friday, March 16, 2007
I knew it. i am talented!!! (o_O) ... like real sia... lolz.
okies... now i noe i am not choosy but SELECTIVE. haha...
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A Reason, A Season, A Lifetime
People come into your life for a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your Turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
B.I.T.C.H.
I wanna be a B.I.T.C.H.!!!!
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ilovepain... iseekpain... ifeelpain
Life's too monotonous.
I nid to feel some pain
So pain i shall seek
And pain i finally felt.
Now i am satisfied.
My Hidden 8th...
Long overdue
And now it shall stay!
me&myjude.
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Way Back Into Love
haha... I FOUND DA MP3! love tis song to bits at right at this moment... click on the pink play button right at the top!!!! who wans tis MP3.... leave me a tag/msn me.
fr Music & Lyrics OST (Hugh Grant & Haley Bennet)
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Cyndi Lauper - True Colors
beautiful song... click to play
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh, I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small
But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors
Are beautiful like a rainbow
Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy
Can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there
And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
Your true colors
Are beautiful like a rainbow
(Can't remember when I last saw you laughing)
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there
And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors
True colors are shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors
Are beautiful like a rainbow
it snowed at 11:58 PM
Breakfast Must-Read!!!!
Saw this in my mailbox early in the morning... i tot it is really crappy. I say it is News-worthy in the very UN-News-worthy sense. Read and luff pls.
Malaysian monks face ant dilemma
By Jonathan Kent
BBC News, Kuala Lumpur
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Monday, March 12, 2007
Song of Da Moment and its Translation
I love his songs cos most are sad and nice. That said.. though it's my song of the moment but i hv nobody to forget lah. i just like it cos i can identify with it at one point in time of my life and that point in time is sooo over already. Still da song is nice lah... feeling abit emo for the whole damn week.. tink it is PMS & partly i hv been ill for the whole week and still is. !@#$%.
Below is the translation...
Ways to Avoid the Sun by Rain
The image of me crying
The foolish image of myself
I hate the sun that shines upon the ground
(I hate the sun)
If anyone recognized me
and asked why I was crying
I really hated not being able to answer
(I really hated it)
*I wanted to avoid the sun
No matter how hard I run
The sun was always overhead
I really wanted to forget you
No matter how hard I tried,
No matter how hard I tried you were still inside of me
I really hated to still miss your
Smile and the hands that touched me
(I really hated it)
Inside of so many people
While they laughed and shared stories
I tried to forget you
But again, tears fall
*Repeat
Everyone thinks that I forgot
But I think that Ifm going to go crazy
I really want to forget
I really want to erase my memory
But its not workin
*Repeat x2
Like a thorn that is stuck so deep that you canft take it out
Like a scratch that was hurt so much that it will leave a scar
A person like you canft ever be erased
Even though wefre apart, it seems like wefre still living together
If only I could erase you by crying
I cry so much that its enough to make a river
Even if I live, I want to forget you and live correctly
I want to live normally I want to live normally
it snowed at 12:28 AM
Pekcek-ness at its Peak
Hvg a run of bad luck with my stupid laptop... firstly the windows bar has gone awry since like weeks ago and i cant seem to fix it no matter wat and i am so not gg to pay $80 (service charge) for the damn fujitsu CS to just help me check wat's wrong. I shd probably just dropped my laptop, spoil a sparepart or two and get them to fix everything and change all the parts since the parts are still under warranty.
And now.. it cant seem to detect my wireless network at home and i hv to use my desktop.. arggh. Super sueh sia... Angryz.
The "best" has yet to come... i came home, saw that the rubbish bin was full and decided to clear it and there's tis friggin baby lizard that somehow just jumped out from the pile of rubbish and pole-danced on my calf... yikes. i was still tinking wat's that thing ard my calf as i wasnt wearing my specs hence i couldnt see clearly wat it was and thus conveniently and bravely swept that thing with my BARE hand only to realise that it was a damn lizzie when it fell and scurry across the damn kitchen floor. Gross Gross Gross....
Who da hell comes home, tries to clear the damn rubbish bin and end up kena harrassed by a lizzie and then hv bad internet connection. This is so not my night!!!
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Friday, March 09, 2007
Numerology
Check out this link NUMEROLOGY.
It is damn amazing that my Destiny Number, Birth Number and Name Number are all 8. So now as much as i hate my chinese name, i aint gonna change it anymore. And my new fave number will be 8!
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Magic 8 Ball
I WANT THIS!!! MAGIC 8 BALL by Mattel. Somebody pls tell me wea to find it...
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I lost my ipod accessory today... damn it. thank gdness it is the accessory. i wonder is the bag i am using cursed or wat... it is that same bag that i used when i lost my shades. now tis is upsetting. i dun wan to lose anything else anymore.
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Thursday, March 08, 2007
Take da Color Test (click on it pls), it is free for now and it is damn accurate!
Anyways, tis entry was supposed to come wif my analysis but i had to remove it cos it is affecting my blog alignment and i dunno why. And also i just found out my blog looks different on different PCs.. probably it has gotta do with the resolution.
Bcos what i see is this...
in Internet Explorer...
in Mozilla...
And this is how it appears on my fren's screen...
Somebody tell me why is tis so? This is totally beyond my capability now...
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It's All Complete!
I have FINALLY completed tweaking my blogskin. And i have decided to do away with the embedded music thing... it can be irritating. Instead i just added an mp3 player at the top left hand corner for my SongOfDaMoment which of cos will be changed every now and then. Anyways, like wat i mentioned in "pink", if u like the mp3... leave me a tag/msn me... i will file transfer to u.
anyways, i am currently looking for this mp3... Mas Que Nada by Sergio Mendes with Black Eyed Peas. send me if u hv it....
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Weirdos Magnet
Today while waiting for my fren, i went to shop at Central and had a strange encounter yet again. I was making my way up to the 2nd floor and right at the top of the escalator stood this man. For awhile i tot i might be mistaken that he was looking at me. And so i just walked past him and carried on with my walk. However, after a few shops, i noticed that he was somewhere nearby. I half suspected that he was following me around and i was RIGHT. Cos when i came out of the shop, he came over and spoke to me.
Actually i couldnt really rem what he said to me, cos firstly i was in a daze due to my fever and medication, secondly, I had my anti-social device plugged in the other ear still and i couldnt hear him very well and lastly i wasnt prepared to talk to a stranger. Anyways, all i can rem is he's from switzerland and he is flying back there tonight and he gave me his namecard... director of some company with a branch in sg. I wonder if that namecard is really his. Weird... very weird.
Oh... and i successfully embedded mp3 in my blog.. haha. very pleased... my used-to-be song of the moment and it is now my song of the moment again cos i keep hearing it on ch 55 ads for some tvb drama. Anyways, it will be changed now and then lah... and for those who hv slow internet connection.. tink the song will be breaking up into parts .. too bad lah.. off ur speakers. hehe.
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Monday, March 05, 2007
Alcohol & Your Skin!!!!
During a lunch meet-up with a close fren, he suddenly told me out of the blue that drinking too much alcohol is bad because it causes enlarged pores. Hence, i went to google and tis is wat i found:-
" People generally think alcohol is bad for the skin just because it tends to dehydrate it. They erroneously believe that if they drink plenty of water the following day they can offset its negative effects.
However, the reality is that alcohol creates inflammation throughout the body, including the skin, which results in deleterious effects that far outlast dehydration. These include dullness, enlarged pores, discoloration, sagging and lack of resilience. The blood flow to the skin is altered, giving one an unhealthy appearance for days following the ingestion of a large amount of alcohol."
It's TRUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEE... i am freaked. No more alcohol for me from now on. Cheers to Teetotalism!
it snowed at 4:49 PM
The Deadly Virus
Been nursing a bad throat and on-off fever from sat till now. Suspect there's a virus going on cos my sisters also had sore throat. Come come... who wants MC? Meet me... i pass u da virus!
Oh... not to forget, buddy smsed tis morn and said everytime he meets me, he will hv stomach upset the next day. So anybody who have constipation prob, u can probably look for me too...
Went for meeting this morning, couldnt make it sia... feel damn woozy so i have to cancel all my appts and here i am home and erm... blogging. Somehow being sick and work just doesnt go together. Shall go get some sleep and work later.
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
SHOESLUT no more....
After taking stock of those shoes that i still might wanna wear, this is all i hv left. And with that i denounce my title of a shoeslut cos it really aint alot of shoes. In fact, I tink I could do with more. The more i look at those pix, the more disappointed I am. I wan a shoe wardrobe overhaul!!!! Any sponsors?
it snowed at 10:38 PM
Mini Conquest
Check out the word in red on the top left. I couldnt draw a perfect star... so i tot i shall "draw" my nick SUPERNOVA freehand (notice the ugly handwriting), so that i can put it up on my blog such that backgrd wouldnt just be plain black. Though it is not the best but i like that i did it all by myself and the words are kinda imperfectly perfect. There's beauty in flaws eh...haha. Now there's a personal touch to my blog...I AM extremely PLEASED and this shall stay till i come up wif a nicer image.
Today i learnt something new again... BLOGSKIN EDITING MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.
Nxt target wld probably be how to put bkgrd music into my blog.
it snowed at 3:19 AM
Ecstasy!!!
F**king f**king pleased that i finally change my blogskin and i like it soo much that i nid it is here to stay...no more changing. Simple with a dark theme, dat's exactly how i want it to be. It is supposed to come with a big star at the top left hand corner though. however, tripod.com doesnt host that image anymore so it doesnt come out. anyways, if u ppl hv a problem reading the blog, just go increase ur text size in ur explorer or mozilla. my html knowledge is seriously limited, this is the best i can do for now...
trying to either come up wif a bkgrd design myself or find it online...
anyways, i added a tagboard as well...just for the fun of it. u all can "insult" me there lor..haha.
it snowed at 2:29 AM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Mood: Grouchy
Went to see my skindoc yesterday... damn jialat sia cos it is bad enuf that tis time round i was given oral medication for 10 freaking weeks on top of some topical medications.
anyways i wonder issit the medication or issit my constant late nights up, i woke up with a really bad throat and slight fever this morning, leaving me in a grouchy mood for the whole day.
went out for awhile, came home and had a nap and the fever still doesnt go. damn it. i dun wanna fall sick lah. it's been sometime since i had a fever and fever spells bad news cos i alwis feel freaking hungry when i hv fever and i can eat alot more than usual. This is so not in sync with my plan to go on a diet. i noe it doesnt sound right that my appetite gets better when i am sick but pls rem i am just a really abnormal person.
My sore throat is so not gg away, arrghhh! Gimme Beer.....
Mebbe only this will cure my bad throat. Alrite.. i shall go get my beer! IHATESORETHROAT.
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MY TOP 3 K-DRAMAS & OST
It is a MUST-watch if u like tearjerkers. For a cold-hearted person like me to be moved... tis has gotta be damn good lah.
Let's Go To School, Sangdoo
Starring: Jeong Ji Hun
Ratings: 4.5 buckets of tears
The Snow Queen
Starring: Hyun Bin, Sung Yuri
Ratings: 5 buckets of tears
A Love To Kill
Starring: Jeong Ji Hun, Shin Min Ah
Ratings: 3.5 buckets of tears
it snowed at 12:34 PM
BMW Meets Truth: Still Believe
Performed by: Rain
Written by: JY Park
Lyrics: JY Park
Check out the MV... i like the ending, damn cool. Check out the BMWMeetsTruth too.
Here comes the Beemer, let's go.
Yo Rain, you gotta stop believing in this love thing
It's gonna hurt you, d'you know what I'm saying?
I know what you're trying to do
Wanna make me just like you
No love just playing around
You wanna see me living my life like you
I've become just like you, my heart has turned cold
Saying there's no such thing as real love; So convinced, I shut the door to my heart
Oh no I won't, I believe there's still true love
Although I know it's hard to find, but still I dream of that true love
I know one day, you'll fly towards me like a butterfly
Although I don't know when that'll be, but still I plan on waiting
No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.
Of course I will still cry, yet like a fool I continue believing
Those words, that promise of staying together forever, I believe in them once again
My heart is hurting so, that I was deceived makes me so angry
Just like that I'm always the only one getting hurt in the end. Weeping. Heartbreaking.
Oh no I won't, I believe there's still true love
Although I'm always hurt, still I dream of that true love
I know one day, you'll fly towards me like a butterfly
Although I don't know when that'll be, but still I plan on waiting
No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.
Why'd you break my heart oh why?
Baby, why'd you make me cry oh why?
Even you, even you made a fool of me
Still I plan on waiting for love.
No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.
No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.
Sheer Driving Pleasure
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
30 Ways To Fail
From a book i am currently reading:
1.Unfavourable hereditary background: - There is but little, if anything which can be done for people who are born with a deficiency in brain power. This is the only one of the 30 causes of failure which may be not be easily corrected by any individual.
2. Lack of a well-defined purpose in life: - There is no hope of success for the person who does not have a definite goal at which to aim. 98% of ppl had no such aim.
3. Lack of ambition to aim above mediocrity : - We offer no hope for the person who is so indifferent as not to want to get ahead in life, and who is not willing to pay the price.
4. Insufficient education: - This is a handicap which may be overcome with comparative ease. Experience has proven that the best-educated ppl are often those who are known as "self-made" or self-educated. It takes more than a college degree to make one a person of education. Any person who is educated in one who has learned to get whatever he wants in life without violating the rights of others. Education consists not so much of knowledge, but of knowledge effectively and persistently applied. Men are paid not merely for what they know, but more particularly for wat they do with that which they know.
5. Lack of self-discipline: - Discipline comes through self-control. Self-mastery is the hardest job one will ever tackle.
6. Ill health:- No person may enjoy outstanding success without good health.
7. Unfavourable environmental influences during childhood
8. Procrastination
9. Lack of persistence
10. Negative personality: - There is no hope of success for the person who repels people through a negative personality. Success comes through the application of power, and power is attained through the cooperative efforts of other people. A negative personality will not induce cooperation.
11. Lack of controlled sexual urges: - Sexual energy is the most powerful of all stimuli which move people into action. Bcos it is the most powerful of the emotions, it must be controlled thru transmutation and converted into other channels. (tis part i seriously dun get it sia.)
12. Uncontrolled desire for something for nothing
13. Lack of a well defined power of decision: - the twin of procrastination. Kill off this pair before they completely hog-tie you to the treadmill of failure.
14. One or more of the 6 basic fears: - poverty, criticism, ill health,lost love, old age and death.
15. Wrong selection of a mate in marriage: - This is the most common cause of failure. The rlsp of marriage brings ppl intimately into contact. Unless this rlsp is harmonious, failure is likely to follow. It will be a form of failure marked by misery and unhappiness, destroying all signs of ambition.
16. Overcaution: - the person who takes no changes generally has to take watever is left when others are through choosing.
17. Wrong selection of associates in business
18. Supersitition and prejudice
19. Wrong selection of vocation
20. Lack of concentration of effort: - The jack-of-all-trades seldom is good at any. Concentrate all of your efforts on one definite chief aim.
21. The habit of indiscriminate spending
22. Lack of enthusiasm
23. Intolerance
24. Intemperance
25. Inability to cooperate with others
26. Possession of power that was not acquired through self-effort
27. Intentional dishonesty
28. Egotism and vanity
29. Guessing instead of thinking
30. Lack of capital
The list is non-exhaustive. Are you destined for success or failure then... u decide.
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Please spare me from such agonising un-truth and stop living in denial. Perhaps it would be good if we consult the dictionary to settle this issue once and for all....
According to www.encarta.com, the following are defined as such,
it snowed at 2:46 AM
Yay!
Gazillion cheers to my bravery for mauling a roach (considering i used to just run off and shriek and shriek till someone comes along and kill the roach when i see one), i tink i am ready to move out on my own now!
Yay!!!!
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
Hehehe... latest find... Jiro Wang. Cute. Tiny Eyes and kinda fair. Check out the male lead in the following MV.
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Apologies
Had a really awful day or rather week. I am under immense stress at this moment. Not really in the mood to joke or wat. I hope anybody who talks to me lately can understand that if i tell u to stop talking abt certain things... pls really STOP cos right at this moment, i am not really in the mood for any jokes or teasing or any unconstructive remarks that seriously doesn't add value to my life at this point.
Sorry guys... i was a total wreck just now and u all had to bore the brunt of it. If u two are reading tis, i apologised for it.
it snowed at 11:35 PM
Yikes!!!
Check out the "printscreen" image above. I have every reason to believe that some idiot is trying to "stalk" me by setting up a frenster account under the name of "zzzz".
1. He/She used some really dumb nick like 'zzzz' for convenience sake
2. This person's account is being set up in Mar 2007
3. There's no pix or any other details about the person
4. This person does not have any other frenz in his/her list
But all i can say is that tis person is an idiot thru and thru lah. If he/she is so afraid of being found peeking at my frenster and thus tried to set up a new account hoping to access my frenster... I SAY U ARE SERIOUSLY STUPID! Didn't it occur to you that my frenster profile is set to private mode, u dumbo? Did u even tink that if ur own account cant access my frenster, this new one will? Booboo.. i hope u did see my shoutout message on my frenster... that's for u!
*i highly suspect it is that same stupid bitch again.*
awww... ppl like these seriously put me in the mean mode.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
祸不单行
Life is seriously fragile... it was only during CNY that i saw my aunt. She seem all happy and healthy with no visible signs of illness. And it was about 2 weeks ago that i received news that she was critically ill with heart virus infection and now she is gone. Everything just seems so surreal... kinda unbelievable. To say that i am not affected by it, i wld be lying. On top of all the trashy things dat has been happening lately, it is kinda overwhelming.
Can i shutdown too? dun wish to care, dun wish to bother, dun wish to do anything anymore.
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Monday, March 26, 2007
Something i wanna live by...
Pray Not For An Easy Life, But For The Strength To Endure A Difficult One.
it snowed at 10:49 PM
iPodded!!!
Wat does one do when one is all sick and hv alot of free time at home?
I decide to do some changes to my blog again. Now tis is really fun!!!
Check out my PINK iPod!!!
Just click and play like how u operate a real iPod.
I have decided to do away with the crappy tagboard which is of no purpose to me. It was there cos i haben had the time to put in an mp3 player with a list of my current tune-ins instead of the previous one where i can only play one damn song. Now it is all done up!!!! I am extremely pleased. Then again... i forsee i might actually be too lazy to update those mp3s... oh well.. we shall see.
Also I have done some changes to the bkgrd image and rather pleased wif the results but it cld hv been better though.. lazy lar. So that's all for now.
it snowed at 6:56 PM
Tink i hv put tis somewhere before but anyways i couldnt find it and so it shall be put up again. I tot it is really nice.
To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children...to leave the world a better place...to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived well. This means you have succeed in life.
it snowed at 3:18 PM
男人都是溅的！
was reminded of a conversation wif my frens (2 gals, 1 guy) recently.
i was saying... “有些男人很溅！”
and my guy fren went “错！是男人都很溅！”
It is the first time that i have a guy agreeing and correcting me like tis instead of trying to defend their own kind when i make such a statement. Lol. Way to go lah, u rock!
tis might create an uproar amongst my male frenz who reads my blog but too bad lah... u all shd noe me and wea i am coming from.
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!@#$
i feel f**ked.
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
The Evil Fren Strikes Again
It is nice to noe that a fren cares when one is upset BUT care and concern really doesn't need to come in the form of food.
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There's more foodies but it wld hv been too embarrassing to show all.
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Friday, March 23, 2007
Sooooo damn cute!
Now this totally brightens up my mood! And from NOW onwards, i shant give a damn about anything and anybody.
it snowed at 3:49 AM
Totally Screams Hawt!!!!
My Current Wallpaperit snowed at 3:40 AM
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
iSINNED & iRepent !!!
I hv SINNED! It is damn creepy that i alwis only hv to tink about someone in the day and then that person will call me up later in the evening/night. I tot abt my "evil" fren tis morning as i haben seen him for awhile and true enuf... he called me up for late dinner and look at the damage see pix below). A meal for two persons at like 11.30pm!!! How to diet like that? No more tinking abt my evil fren and the best part is.. he gave me a pack of chips to bring home cos i have been whining abt chips for like 1 mth. Hey fren, u r really very E.V.I.L!!! Although that's a really nice gesture on ur part but u really shdnt do me anymore harm. Anymore of these, i tink we nid to re-assess the frenship... haha.
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i had one slab of the carrot cake
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i had 1/2 of the kaya toast, a mouthful of the noodles and some meat and the cucumber. And i swear i wasn't hungry to begin with. i just couldnt stop eating! i nid to staple my stomach really. shit man!And so, i REPENT... i went to Mustafa and bot myself a Gymball... haha!!!!
Seriously, i tink i nid new distractions, otherwise i am gonna destruct myself with food soon.it snowed at 1:34 AM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Anguish!!!
it snowed at 10:35 PM
???
Wat i wish for, i usually hv... did i not wish hard enuf tis time round or issit cos i didnt really wish for it?
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Mood: Introspective
Tis speaks a great amount of truth except for the change frenz portion. I wouldnt say i change frenz quickly but more of I make new friends quickly and i still keep the old ones. I was googling... "What do I live for?" and i stumbled upon this. Lately, i have been questioning the reason for my existence... in one of those introspective mood again. Dunno if it is a good or bad thing. But sometimes i do feel that it didnt matter if i am around or not.
| How You Live Your Life |
 You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. |
it snowed at 5:26 PM
Frustrations at it's Peak!!!
A warm afternoon at home trying to settle some work issues. A noisy new neighbour who is renovating his house. I am gg mad with all the drilling... it is hampering my tots process and i couldnt get my work done and i am so not gg to go out cos the weather is too hot. And here i am trying to scan some damn documents and i forgot how to use the scanner.... the fats muz hv got to my brains!!!! And it so doesnt help that i am feeling hungry and fat all at the same time. i nid exercise.... i wanna jog till my legs give way. i wanna jog till i hv 0% fats.
frustrations.. frustrations.. frustrations...
Some days, esp on a day like tis, all i wanna be is a MISSING PERSON.
it snowed at 4:43 PM
Random Tots
Tink my imagination can seriously run wild. It's like sometimes when i take the lift with really old folks, i avoid looking at them right in the eyes cos i alwis got tis feeling that they might just go, "u can see me?", followed by tis sinister laughter and then they vanish right in front of me.
It's like they are so ancient that sometimes u really dunno if they are still alive or it is simply their spirits wandering around and they didnt realise they are dead already cos they hv been living in the estate for years. And it seriously doesnt help that i personally have a few ghostly encounters myself.
All these tots started cos there's tis really old lady living a few units away from me and i will alwis smile and greet her every morning when i walk past her unit on my way to the lift and she will be standing outside watering her plants and then one fine day, i nvr see her for damn long and suddenly she "resurfaced" again... it really made me wander if that is her or am i seeing things which i aint supposed to see. haha. but anyways i found out she is all healthy la and that's gd news.
it snowed at 1:23 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Getting Hitch Down Under
A highly crappy conversation on a moody, hot, boring, noisy afternoon with my bestest male fren:
ronin says: yo
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: hello...
ronin says: watcha doin?
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says:
ronin says: i shd be leaving for aust in july
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: how come suddenly leaving for aust? why why why? wat u gonna do there?
ronin says: told u mah, i taking the culinary course in aust
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: oooh... ni zou le.. wo ze mo ban?
ronin says: ni do bu ai wo
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: :(
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: which part of aust u gg?
ronin says: u can come find me there lor
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: ya.. i tot so too. nice. i shall go find u.
ronin says: can come look for me. stay at my place so save on accomodation. but must pay for AC, washing machine n hot water
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: tmd. wah! like that i marry u lah..
ronin says: haha
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: i also wanna be PR. no sex can?
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: i will pay for aircon, laundry and hot water. tmd.. special service comes in the form of everlasting frenship lor.
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: i tink that might be a gd thing. sexual atypical.
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... mebbe it really isnt that bad an idea afterall. i am sick of disappointments, sick of men who doesnt noe wat they want and sick of hoping for things to happen.
it snowed at 6:57 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Going bonkers... i am eating Chicken in a Biskit at this hour and i am fast finishing it (It is a brand new pack!!!) and now i am eating gigantic grapes too.. i just finished four and together with one litre of plain water. My stomach is exploding!!!! I am so in need of lapband surgery... i cannot control my appetite. This is shitty! It makes me wonder am i filling up myself becos i feel emptiness all da time. Now wat is lacking in my life? I know for sure it aint food...
Shall go jog my food intake away later... 5 more hrs to go!
it snowed at 1:11 AM
Just saw the following in the forum.... so damn proud of my idol... haha.
07.03.16 Rain success story in textbook!?
Rain touched the audience with his great diligence and now, his success story will be written into the texbook.
KBS special documentary
According to Rain's agency, they received more than 20 requests, expressing their intention to purchase this documentary as teaching material. The requests came from educational institutes as well as enterprises. In this documentary, it reviewed Rain's showbiz career and his growth, meanwhile analysing the reasons behind his great success. Rain has spent endless efforts and worked diligently to fuifill his dreams, and it touched the audience deeply, too.
The organisations that intent to buy this documentary said that Rain's hardworking and honest attitude are definitely the best learning model for staffs and students. In addition, this documentary gained 11.2% viewing rate during its screening, which was the best viewing rate they had in these 3 years for documentary series.
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Friday, March 16, 2007
| You Are A Lime Tree |
 You are intelligent, hard working, and innately successful. You try to change what you can in life - and you accept what you can't change. Tough on the outside, you are actually soft and relenting. Jealous at times, you are extremely loyal and giving to those you love. You have many talents, but you don't have enough time to use them. |
I knew it. i am talented!!! (o_O) ... like real sia... lolz.
| Your Love Number is 4 |
 You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart. An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be. But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic. You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure! |
okies... now i noe i am not choosy but SELECTIVE. haha...
it snowed at 12:32 AM
A Reason, A Season, A Lifetime
People come into your life for a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your Turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
B.I.T.C.H.
I wanna be a B.I.T.C.H.!!!!
it snowed at 3:21 PM
ilovepain... iseekpain... ifeelpain
Life's too monotonous.
I nid to feel some pain
So pain i shall seek
And pain i finally felt.
Now i am satisfied.
My Hidden 8th...
Long overdue
And now it shall stay!
me&myjude.
it snowed at 2:14 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Way Back Into Love
haha... I FOUND DA MP3! love tis song to bits at right at this moment... click on the pink play button right at the top!!!! who wans tis MP3.... leave me a tag/msn me.
fr Music & Lyrics OST (Hugh Grant & Haley Bennet)
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
it snowed at 12:32 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Cyndi Lauper - True Colors
beautiful song... click to play
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh, I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small
But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors
Are beautiful like a rainbow
Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy
Can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there
And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
Your true colors
Are beautiful like a rainbow
(Can't remember when I last saw you laughing)
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there
And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors
True colors are shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors
Are beautiful like a rainbow
it snowed at 11:58 PM
Breakfast Must-Read!!!!
Saw this in my mailbox early in the morning... i tot it is really crappy. I say it is News-worthy in the very UN-News-worthy sense. Read and luff pls.
Malaysian monks face ant dilemma
By Jonathan Kent
BBC News, Kuala Lumpur
A group of Buddhist monks in Malaysia is appealing for help to solve a problem with ants.
Buddhism forbids devotees from harming any living creature.
So the monks are looking for a creative and non-violent solution to deal with the insects, which are biting worshippers.
The monks at the Ang Hock Si Temple, also known as the Hong Hock See temple, in Georgetown on Penang Island have had to learn to live with nature.
Some years ago they shared their temple compound with a cobra.
The chief monk, the Venerable Boon Keng, told the BBC that they had become used to meditating alongside the snake but eventually decided to catch it and take it away to a nearby forest.
Now he says the cobra's place has been taken by a colony of fire ants.
Vacuum cleaner
But the ants are dropping from the temple's sacred bodhi tree onto people meditating below - and when they bite it causes painful swelling.
The Venerable Boon Keng practises what he calls "letting go" meditation - so he "lets go" of the pain.
But out of consideration for worshippers less far along the path to enlightenment the monks are looking for ways to persuade the ants to go.
An attempt to remove them using a vacuum cleaner failed, so the Buddhist community is appealing for help.
They cannot encourage anyone to harm the ants, but the chief monk says that if someone turns up unbidden and deals with them without the monks' involvement then that is the will of the universe.
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Monday, March 12, 2007
Song of Da Moment and its Translation
I love his songs cos most are sad and nice. That said.. though it's my song of the moment but i hv nobody to forget lah. i just like it cos i can identify with it at one point in time of my life and that point in time is sooo over already. Still da song is nice lah... feeling abit emo for the whole damn week.. tink it is PMS & partly i hv been ill for the whole week and still is. !@#$%.
Below is the translation...
Ways to Avoid the Sun by Rain
The image of me crying
The foolish image of myself
I hate the sun that shines upon the ground
(I hate the sun)
If anyone recognized me
and asked why I was crying
I really hated not being able to answer
(I really hated it)
*I wanted to avoid the sun
No matter how hard I run
The sun was always overhead
I really wanted to forget you
No matter how hard I tried,
No matter how hard I tried you were still inside of me
I really hated to still miss your
Smile and the hands that touched me
(I really hated it)
Inside of so many people
While they laughed and shared stories
I tried to forget you
But again, tears fall
*Repeat
Everyone thinks that I forgot
But I think that Ifm going to go crazy
I really want to forget
I really want to erase my memory
But its not workin
*Repeat x2
Like a thorn that is stuck so deep that you canft take it out
Like a scratch that was hurt so much that it will leave a scar
A person like you canft ever be erased
Even though wefre apart, it seems like wefre still living together
If only I could erase you by crying
I cry so much that its enough to make a river
Even if I live, I want to forget you and live correctly
I want to live normally I want to live normally
it snowed at 12:28 AM
Pekcek-ness at its Peak
Hvg a run of bad luck with my stupid laptop... firstly the windows bar has gone awry since like weeks ago and i cant seem to fix it no matter wat and i am so not gg to pay $80 (service charge) for the damn fujitsu CS to just help me check wat's wrong. I shd probably just dropped my laptop, spoil a sparepart or two and get them to fix everything and change all the parts since the parts are still under warranty.
And now.. it cant seem to detect my wireless network at home and i hv to use my desktop.. arggh. Super sueh sia... Angryz.
The "best" has yet to come... i came home, saw that the rubbish bin was full and decided to clear it and there's tis friggin baby lizard that somehow just jumped out from the pile of rubbish and pole-danced on my calf... yikes. i was still tinking wat's that thing ard my calf as i wasnt wearing my specs hence i couldnt see clearly wat it was and thus conveniently and bravely swept that thing with my BARE hand only to realise that it was a damn lizzie when it fell and scurry across the damn kitchen floor. Gross Gross Gross....
Who da hell comes home, tries to clear the damn rubbish bin and end up kena harrassed by a lizzie and then hv bad internet connection. This is so not my night!!!
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Friday, March 09, 2007
Numerology
Check out this link NUMEROLOGY.
It is damn amazing that my Destiny Number, Birth Number and Name Number are all 8. So now as much as i hate my chinese name, i aint gonna change it anymore. And my new fave number will be 8!
it snowed at 1:24 PM
Magic 8 Ball
I WANT THIS!!! MAGIC 8 BALL by Mattel. Somebody pls tell me wea to find it...
it snowed at 1:29 AM
I lost my ipod accessory today... damn it. thank gdness it is the accessory. i wonder is the bag i am using cursed or wat... it is that same bag that i used when i lost my shades. now tis is upsetting. i dun wan to lose anything else anymore.
it snowed at 1:09 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Take da Color Test (click on it pls), it is free for now and it is damn accurate!
Anyways, tis entry was supposed to come wif my analysis but i had to remove it cos it is affecting my blog alignment and i dunno why. And also i just found out my blog looks different on different PCs.. probably it has gotta do with the resolution.
Bcos what i see is this...
in Internet Explorer...
in Mozilla...
And this is how it appears on my fren's screen...
Somebody tell me why is tis so? This is totally beyond my capability now...
it snowed at 11:11 AM
It's All Complete!
I have FINALLY completed tweaking my blogskin. And i have decided to do away with the embedded music thing... it can be irritating. Instead i just added an mp3 player at the top left hand corner for my SongOfDaMoment which of cos will be changed every now and then. Anyways, like wat i mentioned in "pink", if u like the mp3... leave me a tag/msn me... i will file transfer to u.
anyways, i am currently looking for this mp3... Mas Que Nada by Sergio Mendes with Black Eyed Peas. send me if u hv it....
it snowed at 2:03 AM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Weirdos Magnet
Today while waiting for my fren, i went to shop at Central and had a strange encounter yet again. I was making my way up to the 2nd floor and right at the top of the escalator stood this man. For awhile i tot i might be mistaken that he was looking at me. And so i just walked past him and carried on with my walk. However, after a few shops, i noticed that he was somewhere nearby. I half suspected that he was following me around and i was RIGHT. Cos when i came out of the shop, he came over and spoke to me.
Actually i couldnt really rem what he said to me, cos firstly i was in a daze due to my fever and medication, secondly, I had my anti-social device plugged in the other ear still and i couldnt hear him very well and lastly i wasnt prepared to talk to a stranger. Anyways, all i can rem is he's from switzerland and he is flying back there tonight and he gave me his namecard... director of some company with a branch in sg. I wonder if that namecard is really his. Weird... very weird.
Oh... and i successfully embedded mp3 in my blog.. haha. very pleased... my used-to-be song of the moment and it is now my song of the moment again cos i keep hearing it on ch 55 ads for some tvb drama. Anyways, it will be changed now and then lah... and for those who hv slow internet connection.. tink the song will be breaking up into parts .. too bad lah.. off ur speakers. hehe.
it snowed at 9:59 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
Alcohol & Your Skin!!!!
During a lunch meet-up with a close fren, he suddenly told me out of the blue that drinking too much alcohol is bad because it causes enlarged pores. Hence, i went to google and tis is wat i found:-
" People generally think alcohol is bad for the skin just because it tends to dehydrate it. They erroneously believe that if they drink plenty of water the following day they can offset its negative effects.
However, the reality is that alcohol creates inflammation throughout the body, including the skin, which results in deleterious effects that far outlast dehydration. These include dullness, enlarged pores, discoloration, sagging and lack of resilience. The blood flow to the skin is altered, giving one an unhealthy appearance for days following the ingestion of a large amount of alcohol."
It's TRUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEE... i am freaked. No more alcohol for me from now on. Cheers to Teetotalism!
it snowed at 4:49 PM
The Deadly Virus
Been nursing a bad throat and on-off fever from sat till now. Suspect there's a virus going on cos my sisters also had sore throat. Come come... who wants MC? Meet me... i pass u da virus!
Oh... not to forget, buddy smsed tis morn and said everytime he meets me, he will hv stomach upset the next day. So anybody who have constipation prob, u can probably look for me too...
Went for meeting this morning, couldnt make it sia... feel damn woozy so i have to cancel all my appts and here i am home and erm... blogging. Somehow being sick and work just doesnt go together. Shall go get some sleep and work later.
it snowed at 1:49 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
SHOESLUT no more....
After taking stock of those shoes that i still might wanna wear, this is all i hv left. And with that i denounce my title of a shoeslut cos it really aint alot of shoes. In fact, I tink I could do with more. The more i look at those pix, the more disappointed I am. I wan a shoe wardrobe overhaul!!!! Any sponsors?
it snowed at 10:38 PM
Mini Conquest
Check out the word in red on the top left. I couldnt draw a perfect star... so i tot i shall "draw" my nick SUPERNOVA freehand (notice the ugly handwriting), so that i can put it up on my blog such that backgrd wouldnt just be plain black. Though it is not the best but i like that i did it all by myself and the words are kinda imperfectly perfect. There's beauty in flaws eh...haha. Now there's a personal touch to my blog...I AM extremely PLEASED and this shall stay till i come up wif a nicer image.
Today i learnt something new again... BLOGSKIN EDITING MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.
Nxt target wld probably be how to put bkgrd music into my blog.
it snowed at 3:19 AM
Ecstasy!!!
F**king f**king pleased that i finally change my blogskin and i like it soo much that i nid it is here to stay...no more changing. Simple with a dark theme, dat's exactly how i want it to be. It is supposed to come with a big star at the top left hand corner though. however, tripod.com doesnt host that image anymore so it doesnt come out. anyways, if u ppl hv a problem reading the blog, just go increase ur text size in ur explorer or mozilla. my html knowledge is seriously limited, this is the best i can do for now...
trying to either come up wif a bkgrd design myself or find it online...
anyways, i added a tagboard as well...just for the fun of it. u all can "insult" me there lor..haha.
it snowed at 2:29 AM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Mood: Grouchy
Went to see my skindoc yesterday... damn jialat sia cos it is bad enuf that tis time round i was given oral medication for 10 freaking weeks on top of some topical medications.
anyways i wonder issit the medication or issit my constant late nights up, i woke up with a really bad throat and slight fever this morning, leaving me in a grouchy mood for the whole day.
went out for awhile, came home and had a nap and the fever still doesnt go. damn it. i dun wanna fall sick lah. it's been sometime since i had a fever and fever spells bad news cos i alwis feel freaking hungry when i hv fever and i can eat alot more than usual. This is so not in sync with my plan to go on a diet. i noe it doesnt sound right that my appetite gets better when i am sick but pls rem i am just a really abnormal person.
My sore throat is so not gg away, arrghhh! Gimme Beer.....
Mebbe only this will cure my bad throat. Alrite.. i shall go get my beer! IHATESORETHROAT.
it snowed at 9:32 PM
MY TOP 3 K-DRAMAS & OST
It is a MUST-watch if u like tearjerkers. For a cold-hearted person like me to be moved... tis has gotta be damn good lah.
Let's Go To School, Sangdoo
Starring: Jeong Ji Hun
Ratings: 4.5 buckets of tears
The Snow Queen
Starring: Hyun Bin, Sung Yuri
Ratings: 5 buckets of tears
A Love To Kill
Starring: Jeong Ji Hun, Shin Min Ah
Ratings: 3.5 buckets of tears
it snowed at 12:34 PM
BMW Meets Truth: Still Believe
Performed by: Rain
Written by: JY Park
Lyrics: JY Park
Check out the MV... i like the ending, damn cool. Check out the BMWMeetsTruth too.
Here comes the Beemer, let's go.
Yo Rain, you gotta stop believing in this love thing
It's gonna hurt you, d'you know what I'm saying?
I know what you're trying to do
Wanna make me just like you
No love just playing around
You wanna see me living my life like you
I've become just like you, my heart has turned cold
Saying there's no such thing as real love; So convinced, I shut the door to my heart
Oh no I won't, I believe there's still true love
Although I know it's hard to find, but still I dream of that true love
I know one day, you'll fly towards me like a butterfly
Although I don't know when that'll be, but still I plan on waiting
No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.
Of course I will still cry, yet like a fool I continue believing
Those words, that promise of staying together forever, I believe in them once again
My heart is hurting so, that I was deceived makes me so angry
Just like that I'm always the only one getting hurt in the end. Weeping. Heartbreaking.
Oh no I won't, I believe there's still true love
Although I'm always hurt, still I dream of that true love
I know one day, you'll fly towards me like a butterfly
Although I don't know when that'll be, but still I plan on waiting
No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.
Why'd you break my heart oh why?
Baby, why'd you make me cry oh why?
Even you, even you made a fool of me
Still I plan on waiting for love.
No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.
No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.
Sheer Driving Pleasure
it snowed at 4:25 AM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
30 Ways To Fail
From a book i am currently reading:
1.Unfavourable hereditary background: - There is but little, if anything which can be done for people who are born with a deficiency in brain power. This is the only one of the 30 causes of failure which may be not be easily corrected by any individual.
2. Lack of a well-defined purpose in life: - There is no hope of success for the person who does not have a definite goal at which to aim. 98% of ppl had no such aim.
3. Lack of ambition to aim above mediocrity : - We offer no hope for the person who is so indifferent as not to want to get ahead in life, and who is not willing to pay the price.
4. Insufficient education: - This is a handicap which may be overcome with comparative ease. Experience has proven that the best-educated ppl are often those who are known as "self-made" or self-educated. It takes more than a college degree to make one a person of education. Any person who is educated in one who has learned to get whatever he wants in life without violating the rights of others. Education consists not so much of knowledge, but of knowledge effectively and persistently applied. Men are paid not merely for what they know, but more particularly for wat they do with that which they know.
5. Lack of self-discipline: - Discipline comes through self-control. Self-mastery is the hardest job one will ever tackle.
6. Ill health:- No person may enjoy outstanding success without good health.
7. Unfavourable environmental influences during childhood
8. Procrastination
9. Lack of persistence
10. Negative personality: - There is no hope of success for the person who repels people through a negative personality. Success comes through the application of power, and power is attained through the cooperative efforts of other people. A negative personality will not induce cooperation.
11. Lack of controlled sexual urges: - Sexual energy is the most powerful of all stimuli which move people into action. Bcos it is the most powerful of the emotions, it must be controlled thru transmutation and converted into other channels. (tis part i seriously dun get it sia.)
12. Uncontrolled desire for something for nothing
13. Lack of a well defined power of decision: - the twin of procrastination. Kill off this pair before they completely hog-tie you to the treadmill of failure.
14. One or more of the 6 basic fears: - poverty, criticism, ill health,lost love, old age and death.
15. Wrong selection of a mate in marriage: - This is the most common cause of failure. The rlsp of marriage brings ppl intimately into contact. Unless this rlsp is harmonious, failure is likely to follow. It will be a form of failure marked by misery and unhappiness, destroying all signs of ambition.
16. Overcaution: - the person who takes no changes generally has to take watever is left when others are through choosing.
17. Wrong selection of associates in business
18. Supersitition and prejudice
19. Wrong selection of vocation
20. Lack of concentration of effort: - The jack-of-all-trades seldom is good at any. Concentrate all of your efforts on one definite chief aim.
21. The habit of indiscriminate spending
22. Lack of enthusiasm
23. Intolerance
24. Intemperance
25. Inability to cooperate with others
26. Possession of power that was not acquired through self-effort
27. Intentional dishonesty
28. Egotism and vanity
29. Guessing instead of thinking
30. Lack of capital
The list is non-exhaustive. Are you destined for success or failure then... u decide.
it snowed at 11:49 AM
Dear Mr Living-In-Denial,
Please spare me from such agonising un-truth and stop living in denial. Perhaps it would be good if we consult the dictionary to settle this issue once and for all....
According to www.encarta.com, the following are defined as such,
Hot
physically attractive: physically attractive or exciting (slang)
Charming
delightful or fascinating: having the power to delight or attract people
With this, I'm sure you know better when to use the following two terms more appropriately and adequately. I regret to inform you that what you have tot of yourself is seriously far from the truth. To speak of it from a statistical point of view, it can be considered a serious and erroneous deviation of Z = infinite. (refer to graph below)
I hope u get the message strong and clear. Dun harm the innocent with such rampant vocab abuses, it is fatalistic if u noe wat i mean.
Fr, The Innocent
With this, I'm sure you know better when to use the following two terms more appropriately and adequately. I regret to inform you that what you have tot of yourself is seriously far from the truth. To speak of it from a statistical point of view, it can be considered a serious and erroneous deviation of Z = infinite. (refer to graph below)
I hope u get the message strong and clear. Dun harm the innocent with such rampant vocab abuses, it is fatalistic if u noe wat i mean.
Fr, The Innocent
it snowed at 2:46 AM