Thursday, September 28, 2006

How bad can it be?

i noe i hv been blogging quite abit today and i noticed a trend.. the lousier i feel, the more i nid to find ways to unleash the bad mood in me and that is by way of blogging.

feeling abit low since yesterday, and i have been craving for a starbucks frappe since two days ago. i tot it wld be nice to sit down at Starbucks (some relatively quiet ones though) and sip my frappe and read a girly book. But !@#$% nobody is farking free to meet me today cos everybody's bz at work. Why issit that everytime when i am bz, everybody wants to ask me out but when i am free, everybody else is bz? Damnz. Mebbe some might be wondering why wld i nid company if i wanna sit down and read a book. Well, sometimes it is alwis nice to hv some familiar company ard even when u dun wish to talk.. esp when u r in a low mood, it is damn comforting to know that there's someone ard u but u didnt hv to speak when u dun wish to.

Anyways to make up for the lack of frappe, i went crazy at the supermarket and bot two large pack of chips (ruffles cheddar and sour cream & lays sour cream and onion) and two tubs of Ben & Jerry's (Fossil Fuel and Chubby Hubby). If tis is any consolation, chips are potatoes, potatoes are veg, i shd be fine. Ice-cream are dairy products, dairy products provide calcium, calcium is good for my bones, i shd be fine.

After the supermarket frenzy, i went home and pass by the mrt station, saw tis old uncle with whole body full of boils or is that warts trying to sell ppl tissue paper. I'm sorry that I have to reject him cos I was too tired to stop to fish out coins to buy the tissue. But this sets me tinking.. how bad a state can i be in as compared to tis man who is probably trying to make ends meet by selling tissue on da streets. i dun tink anybody wld wanna do that if they can help it. i kinda feel sorry for the man. probably i shdnt feel so lousy so often.

oughta count my blessings.

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