S.U.P.E.R.N.O.V.A

Monday, July 31, 2006

Learning about myself

Personal DNA

mouse over each box to reveal the traits each color represent

My Personal Dna Report

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Where your mind is

What do you think about your current situation? What do you think about the possibilities that are available to you at this moment?
What you think has a direct and undeniable connection to what you do. So it pays to keep your mind focused on the highest and the best.

Where your mind is right now is where your life will soon be. The thousands of thoughts that you think each day provide the stage upon which you perform.

The outer performance is driven by the inner thoughts. Thoughts of confidence, effectiveness, strength and positive achievement will lead to truly great performances.

Consider all the things you say to yourself as every day goes along. Each one is an opportunity for you to direct your mind in precisely the way you choose.

Use all your thoughts, the little ones, the big ones, and all the rest, to put your mind in a positive, empowering place. Enjoy the journey as your great thoughts lead you surely and steadily to greatness.

-- Ralph Marston

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Free from the past

You don't need to run away from the past. For it's already quickly receding behind you.
If you've had a wonderful and fulfilling past, it is now time to move forward. If you've had a difficult and troubling past, it is now time to move forward.

Whatever the past may or may not have been, it is now over. Choose to not let it hold you back for any reason.

Are your thoughts filled with regret, resentment, sorrow or anger for what has already been? The sooner you let go and move on, the better your life will be.

Cherish the past, take wisdom from the past, but don't let the past become your prison. Free yourself to move forward in a positive, fulfilling way.

If there's one thing you have learned from the past, it is that life is precious. Now is when you can fully realize and experience the precious life you are in.

-- Ralph Marston

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alwis nvr knew the title of tis song until today.. like it very much.

Through The Fire by Chaka Khan

I look in your eyes and I can see
We've loved so dangerously
You're not trusting your heart to anyone
You tell me you're gonna play it smart
We're through before we start
But I believe that we've only just begun

When it's this good, there's no saying no
I want you so, I'm ready to go

CHORUS:
Through the fire, to the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at loving you
I'd take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

I know you're afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal
And I can help if you'll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew
What I could have with you
Now I'm not ready
to kiss that dream goodbye

When it's this sweet, there's no saying no
I need you so, I'm ready to go

CHORUS

Through the test of time

CHORUS

To the wire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever
Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever
Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever

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Friday, July 28, 2006

Lenny Kravitz - It Ain't Over Til' It's Over

My song for the night...

Here we are still together
We are one
So much time wasted
Playing games with love

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over
So many gears we've tried
To keep our love alive
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over

How many times
Did we give up
But we always worked things out
And all my doubts and fears
Kept me wondering
If I'd always be in love

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many gears we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many gears we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many gears we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over (over, over)

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many gears we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over (over, over, over)

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over (over...fade out)

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Thursday, July 27, 2006

Found this article on the net. Humans indeed has become weaker over the decades. Read on...

People Over 35 Should be Dead

People over 35 should be dead. Here's why. According to today's regulators and bureaucrats, those of us who were kids in the 40's, 50's, 60's, or even maybe the early 70's probably shouldn't have survived.

Our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paint. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets, and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets. (Not to mention the risks we took hitchhiking.)

As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pickup truck on a warm day was always a special treat!

We drank water from the garden hose and not from a bottle. Horrors! We ate cupcakes, bread and butter, and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we were never overweight because we were always outside playing. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle, and no one actually died from this.

We would spend hours building our go-carts out of scraps and then rode down the hill, only to find out we forgot the brakes. After running into the bushes a few times, we learned to solve the problem.

We would leave home in the morning and play all day, as long as we were back when the street lights came on.

No one was able to reach us all day. NO CELL PHONES!!!!! Unthinkable!

We did not have Play-stations, Nintendo 64, X-Boxes, no video games at all, no 99 channels on cable, video tape movies, surround sound, personal cell phones, personal computers, or Internet chat rooms.

We had friends! We went outside and found them. We played dodge ball, and sometimes, the ball would really hurt.

We fell out of trees, got cut and broke bones and teeth, and there were no lawsuits from these accidents. They were accidents. No one was to blame but us. Remember accidents?

We had fights and punched each other and got black and blue and learned to get over it.

We made up games with sticks and tennis balls and ate worms, and although we were told it would happen, we did not put out very many eyes, nor did the worms live inside us forever.

We rode bikes or walked to a friend's home and knocked on the door, or rang the bell or just walked in and talked to them!

Little League had tryouts and not everyone made the team. Those who didn't had to learn to deal with disappointment.
Some students weren't as smart as others, so they failed a grade and were held back to repeat the same grade.
Horrors! Tests were not adjusted for any reason.

Our actions were our own. Consequences were expected. The idea of a parent bailing us out if we broke a law was unheard of. They actually sided with the law. Imagine that!

This generation has produced some of the best risk-takers and problem solvers and inventors, ever. The past 50 years have been an explosion of innovation and new ideas. We had freedom, failure, success and responsibility, and we learned how to deal with it all.

And you're one of them!

Congratulations!

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

1 hat + 1 pair of retro berms + 2 tubetops + 3 star-spangled undies = 1 very happy girl.

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i suspect i have been abused as a kid... how else do u explain why one ear is significantly lower than the other? must be some evil auntie's doing, she muz hv alwis pulled me by my right ear all the time. damnz...

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

my blog is for myself

can i hv the freedom to write watever i want on my blog and not hv anyone come tell me.. i read blah blah blah in ur blog.. how are u feeling? or wat happened?

think ppl who are close to me know wat issue i am referring to. there are times whereby i feel that writing it all out can make me feel better. but i just didnt like to talk abt it with anybody and not hv anybody ask me anything. Can i hv that little respect that if i nvr raise the issue.. can ppl pls dun raise it or not? it kinda irks me. not talking abt it means i didnt wanna be reminded.. if u r a fren, dun spoil my day... i hv limited happy days in a year.. dun be the reason for my unhappy day.

probably i am a very difficult to get along kinda person, i didnt like to be probed, questioned or doubted. i noe wat i am doing.. and if i dunno, i will seek advice. and if i didnt seek advice, pls dun gimme any.. cos i dun want to noe.

currently in the non-talking, i hate the world kinda mode.

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another reminder: i juz color my hair yesterday as well as trim.

ha.. tis entry is just to remind me of how fast my hair grow and when i nid to color again.. grrrr...

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reminders

if you must fight this war
fight a good one
fight knowing that you might not win
fight knowing that that is your choice
fight knowing that you will have to pay

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

Yesterday was really a screwed-up day for me. Nothing seems to be going right for me. It is like I have been running around making alot of wasted trips for the whole yesterday without having any thing done.... grrr... and the worse part is i didnt had my first meal of the day until like 9pm cos i simply hv no time for food and i hv no desire for food as well.

Not having food is bad.. it has caused me to be dumb somehow. But while i am here blogging.. yes.. i havent had anything for the day as yet too cos i am stuck somewhere doing my work.. and i cant leave to get food!!!!!!

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

NICE, not really

A guy who is nice to you but mean to the waiter, is not a nice guy.

I tink the above statement is very very true. If i didnt remember wrongly, i have blog something similar long ago. But anyways, wat does NICE truly means?

Nice (as defined in www.dictionary.com and in the context of what i am going to talk about)

1. Pleasing and agreeable in nature
2. Exhibiting courtesy and politeness
3. Of good character and reputation

Ppl in general are nice accdg to definition 1 & 2. However, there are some who aren't cos they alwis like to act as if they know all and is definitely not agreeable to anything that u say and goes all out to prove u wrong. This is one type of ppl that i am absolutely irritated with. Snooty ppl who are full of themselves and refute the ideas, suggestions or watever by others who they deemed of lesser capability than them. Hey.. U R NOT ALWIS RIGHT, U NOE? & DUN FREAKING TINK U NOE EVERYTHING!

And there's another type of ppl that kinda turn me off as well, and that's ppl who likes to tell others, "I am NICE!", not once, not twice but constantly rave from time to time how NICE he is and that their frenz tink so too. *faints*

It's like NICE is a compliment to be given by others cos it is an opinion of how ppl tink of u but not for u to go publicise for urself . I have met one such person and i am truly turned off ... imagine the impact that person left on me.. i have yet to forget it till date. I shudder to recollect that individual saying, "I am a nice guy. I am very nice to my frenz .. yadda yadda yadda... " *foams at the mouth and drop dead*

*lol* Back to the first sentence in tis entry. The best part is this person is mean to the waiter but "pretends" to be nice to me. I say "pretends" cos he wasn't too nice to me when he noes i dun like him. I am so glad I wasnt taken in by such fake "nice-ness". Yikes... Woe betides me if i did.

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Happiness are short-lived like the flame on a matchstick... for tis instance

I hate the world today.

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10-07-2006

a gift that means alot, a sincere apology, a sentence that hasn't been heard for long and doubts answered..... a day to remember.

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Friday, July 07, 2006

All By Myself

This is one of those days where i tink i feel better being alone than being ard ppl. Never did understood the concept of "me time" until i grew much older. It's like i never like to be alone, nvr like to be by myself but the older i get.. the more i appreciate having time to myself to do the things i wanna do all alone. Not having to talk to anybody, not having to consider the feelings of others before doing anything... i tink that's really nice.

Being alone allows me time to sort out my personal tots as well, but sometimes i find that i tink a tad too much. Grrr....

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

My fav chinese song of the moment!

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checking back on my past entries.. i realised that my hair grew really fast. i just colored my hair early May and now it has grown like almost 3cm. Now this is bad news to me cos this means i hv to touch up on the roots.. aka waste more $$$. Grrr.... !@#$.

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now tis is weird.. i went to my blog and find that there's no problem with the alignment. alrite.. all's well.

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Help

i nid help.. i dunno why suddenly the alignment of the blog gone awry.. i dun rem i did anything.. help if anybody knows how to rectify the prob. i noe nuts abt html

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In the mood for a song, click on the play button at the end... (hee.. tech idiot noe how to put mp3 on blog)

U2 - The Sweetest Thing

My love she throws me
Like a rubber ball,
Oh, oh oh, the sweetest thing
But she won’t catch me
Or break my fall,
Oh, oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby’s got blue skies up ahead
But in this I'm a rain cloud
You know she wants a dry kind of love
Oh, oh oh, the sweetest thing

I'm losing you,
I'm losing you,
Ain't love the sweetest thing

I wanted to run
But she made me crawl,
Oh, oh oh, the sweetest thing
Eternal fire
She turned me to straw,
Oh oh, the sweetest thing
I know I’ve got black eyes
But they burn so brightly for her
I guess it’s a blind kind of love
Oh, oh oh, the sweetest thing

I'm losing you, woah,
I'm losing you,
Ain’t love the sweetest thing
(ain’t love the sweetest thing)
(ain’t love the sweetest thing)
Ain’t love the sweetest thing

Blue eyed boy
Meets a brown eyed girl,
Oh, oh oh, the sweetest thing
You can sew it up
But you still see the tear,
Oh, oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
But in this I'm a rain cloud
Ours is a stormy kind of love
Oh, oh oh, the sweetest thing

Doo doo doo doo,
Doo doo doo doo,
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo,
Doo doo doo doo,
Doo doo doo doo,
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo,
Doo doo doo doo,
Doo doo doo doo,
(the sweetest thing)
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo,
(oh, the sweetest thing)

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